Braddock, bringing your reply to me to our sub-group here: “I hope you realised that she wasn’t fired from JH, … More
Category: familia
7 months with a Fentanyl patch
After 7 months with a Fentanyl patch, and Oxy chasers: who among us wouldn’t be certifiably addicted? what addict wouldn’t … More
Is Trainspotting the best?
Ma’s catastrophic anxiety: Is this the best 22nd century Johns Hopkins can do? Really?
What addict doesn’t object
What addict doesn’t object to a supply-chain interruption? Expect Trainspotting.
Vote me off this island, please
Ma, not dismissing your fears. Not a one of us knows WTF we’re taking about. All of us civilian laypersons … More
Where’s the dumb Valium?
Consider the following: How have we effectively & persistently improved Ma, your and yours’ quality of life in the past … More
Convinced that morphine pump
whaddya think of Ma’s 7 months on the smack-train now?
Dragnet and the phone game
M, P, I agree. It’s really hard. Everyone knows that in any situation, the first report is always wrong. Like … More
She wasn’t trainspotting?
P, thanks for answering the questions. Sorry that you’re dealing w this full-time w zero support, in Covid-fucking time. Misery … More
Rumors of health are as gusty
SibsI think that efforts to shape an agenda are a fine start. I smell a threat to its fruition. On … More
This our family has failed to rally
Below, in f/u to B’s text J ——— Kudos for your efforts. Not sure, though, what googledoc deltas … More
Inscrutable, shakes-head
Same river, many wells … Decades ago, AK shocked me with: “Everyone grows up in a different family.” Our lives … More
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — Lucius, the well is deeper than I knew
Ma Never-send letter thoughts I put together. Even now the little girl causes stress Jaybird Not sure what your calls … More
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — such an unhapp of a child
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — such an unhapp of a child My-family Thanksgivings in Western Maryland: you toddler, crying folded like … More
One tries not to sound bitter
Son came sometimes sad Son made himself mad The son failed to flower every daylight hour One tries not to … More
Amicus curiae (ma)
To Whom It May Concern:While I have no official standing in the court, I write as the mother of Justin … More
Ally. Back from Texas the day I put her down
Ali Testaments to Ally I mentioned in timelessness. Very long. No time to read it today. Jay I’d just … More
Them feral dogs, that feral daughter
So I adopted this Black Lab, Nickee. Looks for all the world like every other Black Lab– ‘cept for the … More
Remind me later how much this hurts now
The high thin clouds of memory persist blown like stirred like coffee dregs, stirred like gnats by a summer wind … More
Life at Fenton’s Mill Near Williamsburg
We walked across the upended bricks, Where a wigged and powdered man died of leeches, A running boy died a … More
Soothe the writhing child of panic
one calls out for that friend that saves the catch of breath that says “i know you, i see you, … More
Fear of geometry
it is a simpler feat to throw gels across spots,to change shapes with light,to engineer transitory states of light and … More
Lift the fear, like a child
Lift the fear like a child fallen from a white kite forgotten from the eyes of the cancer wind. One ached … More
Oh, i remember you … showed me a painting one day
i am the friend come to you dressed as the enemy whom you recognise when false friends steal your clothes … More
Neurological testing on the brain-bucket
There’s a picture of Ma cleaning the 3 bloody pins scaffolded on my hand. “When the fuck was that?” … More
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — big zen clown shoes
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — such an unhapp of a child My-family Thanksgivings in Western Maryland: you toddler, crying folded like a deflated beach-ball buddha at the top of the stairs; beyond your 3 years; perplexed your Grandma Pat: ” … such an unhappy child.”
Who the lichens of chaos
Who are these family Who the lichens of chaos, Who the lichens of discord ?
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — The we-don’t-get-along story
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — The we-don’t-get-along story We don’t get along. Always on edge of a fight. Little in common. We … More
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — give up the ghost
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — give up the ghost Talk amongst yourself. Go on about your business. Forget your father. He … More
Oh, sure, bio-dad. — big zen clown shoes
Now it’s time for our Chinese zen; stand by while I don the big funny hat, the inflatable clown shoes, … More
You were weird when you got back (ann k )
I can attest to the truth of some of your conclusions. You were “weird” when you got back from Korea … More
Them beeves going blind
( volcanos got all hot under the collar volcanos drink beer, get all belly laugh ) them beeves goin’ … More
comments from jmd markee
To Whom It May Concern: … I have observed him with Haley for all of her 15 years. He’s a … More